Big Sur
I always thank my parents secretly for settling in California instead of Texas. Nothing against Texas, it’s just not California. Anyways, I had a lovely visitor all the way from Pennyslvania a couple of months ago. In that week that he was here, we did so much but so so little. It made me realize that there are so many things I want to do but haven’t and I don’t have any clue as to why. I used to live less than 2 hours away from Santa Cruz and I barely went for the first time this year and I live so much farther now. It’s kind of annoying, to say the least. The other day as I was hanging out with my old friend and he asked me what I had been up to, which was pretty lacking. Then he told me that before he knew knew me, he always thought I did things and was an explorer. Which is odd because I did too. It made me think well why the fuck can’t I? Having said all of that, I decided about an hour ago to plan a trip to Big Sur. It’s only about 4 hours away from here. The who and whats are irrelevant right now all that matters is that this is happening.
I’m feeling more and more nostalgic for the things I used to hate.
I was randomly perusing online as I usually do when I happened to float onto this website called www.greenweddingshoes.com. It has the absolute, most adorable weddings I have ever seen. It’s making me want to be in a relationship again where I could live happily ever after. It’s been on my mind far too often. It scares me. I guess what it boils down to is wanting stability. I want to make a home with somebody, love somebody more than myself. I’m going to post some of my favorite few pictures from the weddings. I’m in no hurry to get married, I just like the possibility of somebody wanting to share their life with mine. I want to be in love love again.
12:45amMe
Branflakes!
12:45amBrandon
What up
12:45amMe
Nothing!
12:45amBrandon
IS that a child you I spy as your icon?
12:45amMe
Decided to get on thi chat thing!
Yes it is~!
What are you doing on FACEBOOK!
12:46amBrandon
haha cute
iChat connects to facebook. I’m not actually on the site. just the chat.
12:46amMe
OH I SEEES
12:47amBrandon
I think I’ll change your icon to this.
12:47amMe
NO! AHAHA
12:47amBrandon
Since your old icon on my computer was some old phone picture I took of you. You were cowering in a corner at Brendan for some reason.
12:47amMe
I was in 3rd grade then..
OH! at slices!
12:47amBrandon
I miss silces.
That was good pizza.
12:48amMe
I know.
Nom
So any word on your lady?
12:48amBrandon
Not yet. I think I’ll wait till Thursday to message her. If she doesn’t get back to me I guess it’d be time to throw in the towell.
12:49amMe
I guess so
12:49amBrandon
Oh snap, I think I mighta just deleted that old picture of you.
Crap
12:49amMe
It was a noble attempt!
12:49amBrandon
Now I can’t change it back.
12:49amMe
AWWW
12:50amBrandon
I just don’t get why she’d say she’d wanna go to lunch and then ignore me…ya know?
12:51amMe
yeah, that sounds kinda shady
12:51amBrandon
Shady…I was gonna say…shady bad. but shady is never good except on a hot summer day.
12:52amMe
you got that right.
hahaha
that was cute
12:52amBrandon
But yeah, I dunno. Maybe she just thinks I’m some creepy older guy. Instead of the dashing badass I am.
12:57amMe
Yeah, but still
It’s just lunch..
not like full blown out movie and dinner
12:58amBrandon
Gawd, I don’t think I could muster that yet. haha
12:58amMe
How old was she again?
12:58amBrandon
I don’t even know if I’d want to spend that much time with her.
She probably hasn’t even seen pulp fiction and shit.
12:58amMe
I know.
I think of that stuff too.
12:59amBrandon
You remember Greg, right? He hasn’t seen Pulp Fiction yet. How weird is that, right? An adult should have seen that movie. It’s just a movie that people should see.
1:00amMe
Like I could never be with anybody who hasn’t seen them…
Yeah, that is kind of odd.
Hmm..
1:00amBrandon
I was talking to one of my friends about that. And she was like, “but then you could introduce her to all the good movies and stuff”
1:01amMe
Yeah, but why haven’t they seen them yet.
Like it’s fucking pulp fiction?!
1:01amBrandon
Seriously.
1:01amMe
It’s just one of those movies..
1:02amBrandon
I’ve actually met a couple of girls who hadn’t even heard of it. HEARD of it. Like not seeing it is bad. But not even knowing what it is??? Geez, that’s a movie sin.
1:02amMe
It just tells a lot about what kind of person they are. Not to sound mean, but it does like it’s just a great movie.
I can forgive good old movies but newer ones..
Idk..
1:03amBrandon
Well - in those chick’s defense. They were born in the 90’s. Which means we’re getting old.
But still. They’re not that young
1:05amMe
OOOOH BOY
We are getting old..
sigh.
1:06amBrandon
Depressing, huh
1:06amMe
sort of
1:06amBrandon
Next year people born in the 90’s can drink.
How insane is that?
1:06amMe
But inevitable.
I’m just scared for our youth.
They depend waaay too much on electronics and it’s only going to get worse
I fear I’m going to be a mother that won’t allow electronics in the house..
I can see that happening..
HAHA.
If i ever have kids that is.
1:07amBrandon
If you ever want to build a log cabin, I’ll help you.
You can call me up and be like, June 23, 2010, 1:08AM. You said you’d help me build a log cabin.
1:09amMe
I’m going to post this on my facebook.
1:09amBrandon
hahaha, what?
1:11amMe
HAHA
proof!
1:12amBrandon
I logged onto face book to see what you posted
But…I don’t know how to see
haha
1:12amMe
WOOT WOOT
1:13amBrandon
How do I see it?
1:13amMe
Just go to my page..
it’s my status update
1:13amBrandon
hahahaha
